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A guru once said, 'The only way out, is in.' You have to face yourself, your difficulties, your troubles, your weaknesses before taking the next step and move on.. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Listen
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
: _ Another week of FYP gone. I seriously dont have any idea of what I'm doing. lols. Sometimes thinking of all these happy memories, thinking of what happened this year. *Sigh~ Like what Liyan said, Year 1 & 2 everyone is happily together. Going out together alost all the time. Year 3 everyone changed. things are totally different now. I've told Liyan about my situation. cos' she seldom see me ignoring people. lols. Yesterday bump into Ivan & his China gf. I just walked straight. Liyan was stunned. lols. Wilson is the blur one. lols. he knows my story as well but he dont know who is Ivan. lols. He still can mistaken Ivan to Island. pronunciation mistakes. lols! ..... *Yesterday if not for Wilson, I think I'll be hit by a car. It's a close relief. The car stopped immediately, lucky. but if it didnt, no need to see me anymore. yesterday vodka made me high. lols. Luen & Liyan said my face red. Not in a good mood by heart but I'll do my best to be open-minded on these things. Now I dont mind bumping into the worst incompatible couple, I just walk straight. lols. Now I was thinking, if I got hit by that car & ... Maybe I wont be that much in pain in heart. The pain in broken bones is totally incomparable to the pain in my heart. I wanted to look forward to finding some other good guys but after that thing happened, .... I gave up. I'm not willing to open up my feelings. I'm not willing to hurt myself anymore. - Though Blk S labs have handsome guys but I dont have that kind of 'Oh my god!' feeling. I totally give up. This year cant find another appropriate one, I just want to be single. - Be a single & old virgin woman. lolols!! for crying out loud. hahas! ...... - This Wilson asked me a very good question. I told him I wanted to study in CQUniversity Int'l Study Cenre, SG. - Why arh, I dont want to study in NUS, NTU, SMU or SIM? * Firstly, only 15% poly grads can go in. Enough? * Secondly, I hated competitions!!! Why for fight over a seat in Uni with thousands of people?! I find it very foolish l0R* * Thirdly, so many China students inside. From what I heard from my cousin's husband, all super kiasu one. What for waste my efforts to fight over with the China students?! That's the reasons I told Wilson. I also dont know why but i just dont like it. He told me I can try out NTU cos they intake alot of poly grads. you sure? Oh I cant believe that. lols. I wanted to take the Bachelor of Science in Psychology in CQUniversity. Now there are quite a no. of Australia Universities in Singapore. Though it may be expensive but better than facing so many China gangs. .... just now discussed with my mum. She said go NTU see see if not choose australia uni. I confirmed wont go SMU & SIM. NUS 90% sure wont go. NTU I'll check it it first. "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP |
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