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* All My Regrets Will Wash Away Somehow..With These Little Wonders... *
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A guru once said, 'The only way out, is in.' You have to face yourself, your difficulties, your troubles, your weaknesses before taking the next step and move on.. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, May 31, 2010
HBO RULES! I just finished 'Generation Kill' season 1 ep 2 online. I'm sooo tired of the loading and is thinking of buying the series online some times later. But I guess I was lucky..? Or..? Cos' I just visited hboasia and they are putting 'Generation Kill' on HBO demand! Isnt that great?? It's like my prayer had been answered. Thank you very much, god! ...:: This series isnt a very good series for youngsters with all the nudes and fuck words. As one episode is around an hour plus, the 'fuck' word has come out more than 50 times. either a normal conversation, which in a sentence there would be 2-3 f* word. or when scolding, shouting, or during marching, it feels like the f* word keeps striking you constantly. -.-" My dad heard that but didnt say anything so I guess I'm really grown up. :) My sister heard what I said, she was in shocked that i still continue to watch the series when my dad is near. ~~l0ls. I like to see super violent wars but not in real life of course. Not like a girl right? even baby also said that alot of times. l0ls. -.-" i dont find anything wrong in seeing such series, or movies. hahas. ..::. My two DVD series havent arrived yet. l0ls. I guess I have to go down to take from post office, again. :( So I wont start buying again yet. P.S/ Oh yeah! I am going with my dad to view flats for the first time and it is on his worktime as agent. see my dad in action. I have to be there to take photos for one of my fb friend to look and choose. He's coming to singapore for 3 months for NTU internship so he need a place to stay. I dont know why he didnt apply for the hostel there or maybe non-students cannot? not sure.. "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP THIS SMALL HOURS WITH LITTLE WONDERS Let's read some meaningful lyrics. :) 'Little Wonders' by Rob Thomas let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine, until you feel it all around you and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these small hours, still remain still remain these little wonders these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these little wonders still remain Meaningful lyrics in an unmeaningful life of mine. :) Anyway I still liked them. Admit it, I cant avoid. A year and a few months ago, alot of things did happen. Subsidizing the pain isnt going to work. Hack care of everyhting isnt going to work. every the few nights, I would cry through that. every the few nights, I would think so deep that it hurts. Anyway I hope a workaholic act would do the trick, at least temporary. More OTs then! :) "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP Tuesday, May 25, 2010
SICK!!!! I learned Swedish till fed up cos' the teacher too handsome. -.-" Nevermind that. l0ls. Watched "Shrek forever After" twice. yea yea I know. Oh, did I mention my items arrived from UK? So happy to see my items. :) And I bought some more items from UK today. Should be able to get it next week, hopefully -.- I'm still sick~ for, like, 4 or 5 days already. Ons-and-Offs. :( Okay, let's continue like that. hahas! I've been on the hook of movies again. :( It become a habit, and it's like 'drug' to me. ...::.. Oh ya..have a few reminders, or rather notes. It's because you have a boyfriend then you dare to say all these stuffs to a no-boyfriend or no-one-will-like-me me. That one, I dropped it. Next thing I knew, change of full personality? Using some friends to get famous or know more guys perhaps? Start to go some places like clubbings, pubs or stay somewhere super late through the night? How do you think of a-once-close friend think about that? Go kill some brain cells, will ya? -.- Oh god~ sometimes this friendship is hard to mend. I guess what baby told me is all true. Some friends are never meant-to-be in the first place. Actually I wanted to let him see that his words ain't true but I cannot don't believe. :( ...::.. Sometimes I really think that RC is a poor thing. alot in his mind yet he cant figure out what to do. "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP Tuesday, May 18, 2010
SWEDISH~ kärlek I was in the mid of learning my swedish now... With baby. And now I am trying to get away with a little break while baby still learning. l0ls. Oh my god. Everytime I heard the swdish language, I keep laughing. Baby also don't understand why. -.-" I so wishing that I learned advanced english instead. l0ls. anyway swedish isnt that bad because at least I can pronounce all the words. Not sentences yet. ...::... Yesterday went to IKEA with family to buy things, of course. I bought something for my closet and a red table lamp, the most outstanding decoration in my room. I saw that once I am at the entrance, and fell in love with it instantly. Then, there are two other color choices; black and white. So we went up to check. But still got the red one instead. -.-" Bought some organization stuffs and a wooden stool with steps (not sure what is it) Dad saw me and my sister having a quality time viewing all the sample kitchens, bathrooms and bedrooms.. guess what he suggest? "Why not we re-design the whole house and throw out everything, then install all-IKEA stuffs inside the house?" Cool idea right? l0ls. Okay, so I'll put that on the list. -.-" ...::... Okay okay, got to go learn. Got caught blogging by baby. -.-" "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP Friday, May 14, 2010
SOME WORDS I'LL BRING TO MY GRAVE another song which describe my past one year feeling down the road. 'Words I Couldn't Say' by Rascal Flatts In a book- in a box- in the closet In a line- in a song I once heard In a moment on a front porch late one june In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon There it was at the tip of my fingers There it was on the tip of my tounge There you were and I had never been that far There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms And I let it all slip away What do I do now that you're gone No back up plan no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldnt say There's a rain that will never stop fallin There a wall that I tried to take down What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips So I held back and now we've come to this And it too late now What do I do now that your gone No back up plan no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldnt say What do I do now that your gone No back up plan no second chance And no one else to blame All I can hear in the silence that remains Are the words I couldnt say "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP IT STILL HURTS ~ I found one song which did relate to my now-feelings. Sometimes songs explain everythng. :) It's a country band. 'What Hurts The Most' by Rascal Flatts. I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ it It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do Not seeing that loving you That’s what I was trying to do ...::... I'm just starting to wait for my order to be delivered from UK. since I got a call from the bank and an email that said it's on its way. I'm guessing Fedex but my sis guess UPS. l0ls. I usually see Fedex doing the delivery for my neighbours next door. no point guessing now..shall see later in times. I cant wait and hope everything goes smoothly and no damages as I dont do refunds if it's for overseas items. -.- troublesome~ I guess the rest of life is waiting, and that includes waiting to die~ l0ls. damn! -.-" baby said I crazy now. hahas. wishing for death than life. he told me he'll be by my side as a very close and supporting friend. bless him, my boy. :) "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP Monday, May 10, 2010
THE CRAZIES~ Back to my life. -.- Before i blog all the way down, I have one thing to say. Dont think you have a good figure and show it off. Dont give excuses that singapore is way too hot and so so. I heard that a thousand times. You might as well dont wear next time, since you love wearing until like that. What people is wearing, you follow. What people is styling, you also follow. This kind of act continues, it only jeopardise this limited friendship. can you be more like yourself, and try not to intimate others. It really makes me sick. -.- ..::.. I bought quite a pile of storybooks for my self-pleasure. My darling came over to my house and saw that pile of books. Now she is very motivated to read. l0ls. Right darling? ^-^ On Friday, I had to buy bookshelves for my books and CD-selves for my DVDs. So for now, I had to rearrange all my stuffs which are in my bookshelf again -.- But no worries, later baby coming down to help me. Later we will be having a big quality time together for book readings, sharings, diary-ings and movies! >0< anyway I still have doubts on sharing too much things with you, wait you betray me. :( l0ls. jkjk. I felt that having such a close friend for 10 years with no age boundaries, we should celebrate. :) Movies: Iron Man 2, The Backup Plan. I always wanted to see french movies but ah, it's all about sex. -.- this is so damm... 0.0 Maybe we should catch one too? I dont know. anyway this kind of topic is already opened. l0ls. ..::... Tomorrow onwards not so free. But i really loved to go prawning. :( *Sigh* Still have babysit and loads of work awaiting for me. -.-" "I'm so vindicated." BACK TO TOP |
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